Heart Vs Mind

I can't get him out of my head because my heart won't let me. What am I supposed to do? I'm stuck between something that could be but can't be because of certain circumstances. I wish it was easier. I wake up and the first person I want to text "good morning" is him. I go through my day in hopes of him calling or maybe even a text. If I see his name on my phone, it makes my day. I think about our last conversation until the next time I hear from him, every little bit of it. He'll tell me about his day and I'll tell him about mine. There are times where I have nothing to say but at the same time I wanna say everything in the world. Maybe the reason I'm silent is because he'll go on and on and I'd much rather hear him speak. It was just something about him; his voice, the way he talked to me, the way he laughed, all of it. At night, I anxiously await a "good night" text, but I guess it's just not destined to be. I know it's not. Nothing's going to happen, yet I still can't get him out of my head because my heart won't let me. I've started taking on his style, the way he views things, all of it. I’m consuming everything about him. Anything and everything I do, my first thought is, "what would he do?" or "what would he say." I make up all these scenarios in my head because I know it won't be a reality, but that's okay, right? Because everything is fair in love and war? This is love. Or is it war? A war between my heart and mind. My heart says to keep him there. He's already taken up so much of it. If I let him out this easy, there will be a hole in my heart that no one will be able to fill because his, and only his name is the perfect fit. My mind knows nothing will work and it's best to let him go. But the heart...

Who's stronger, my mind or heart? All my mind is saying is to take him out, but my heart; my hearts beating for a soul it knows is not destined to be mine. My heart wins. In this war between my heart and mind, my heart is victorious. All I can do now is pray so that not just my heart, but all of me will be victorious. Let's see where this heart of mine takes me.